Thursday, April 23, 2015

Dora Knob part one

when Dora first appeared on Skaterina's neck

she thought it was like a knob on a door

a friend asked what it was

Skaterina said It is the door to another world

wait !

Skaterina just SNEEZED three time, no, FOUR times

this is amazing

three times means your wish comes true

a fourth time is a head start on your next wish

surely Skaterina has entered another world

she may even have moved her asemblage point

she is not only in another world

she is another person


the herbal cancer killers cause pain

pain is the healer

pain is the healing

it is love in a different guise


Skaterina sees her experience with the 12 hour attack

on her malignancies as similar to her sessions of Rolfing

back when she was in her early forties

Rolfing is 14 sessions of readjustment of ones body

each session is devoted to a different body part

starting with the feet

she understood adjusting to life

shoot

just getting through life, is hard work and debilitating

causes the body to go out of balance and out of optimal adjustment

each session realigns the body

it is painful

it sometimes hurts like hell

every pain you ever had whether physical or mental or emotional is stored up

in the body

for instance, every time you have novocaine at the dentist the pain remains

it is masked by the drug but it lurks in you forever

Skaterina sees the pain from her caners as deeply buried pain, fear, sorrow,

regrets, grievances, oh all those "things" that make you miserable

not to mention all the :wrong: choices and decisions she made or you made

when the pain comes during the Rolfing readjustment

you have to Keep On Breathing !

no matter what !


Skaterina had a successful Rolfing

the Rolfer was a customer at her restaurant

she had constant back aches and migraine and depressions and so on

often drank too much

the Rolfer said to her one day

no wonder you are always in pain (!)

your pelvis is tipped

she agreed to being Rolfed that very minute

some of the sessions she absolutley loved

the one that released her shoulder blades

she felt like she cd fly

the ones that released the pain from her broken arm, broken foot,

arm through the window. the pain from the chaos of a disastrous

family / not just the pain but the shame / oh woe is her

yup

all that stuff that comes with being alive and growing up

after the Rolfing she felt swell

she wd never wear high heels again

good posture wd be easy

she wd always stand up straight

not lean one way or another

(which proved to be a bit of a problem

when she took up figure skating / smile

but that's another story)

but that was all forty years ago

we have to take a break here

hold it a sec

sez mrsfoley, while i frost the pumpkin


















Comments:
Interesting! Thanks for that -- and for all of it.
 
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